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queen v 

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if you have an eating disorder, you are very familiar with the “ed voice.” this persona says she/he your friend. sometimes the “ed voice” is very sweet, but most of the time all she has is nasty comments for you. 

I’ve nicknamed my persona “queen v.” she is honestly so beautiful it hurts. she is the best version of me in every way possible. 

  • thick & wavy light brown hair. 
  • perfect hour glass figure with no fat. 
  • green eyes & clear skin. 
  • perfect wardrobe for her perfect body. 
  • pearly white teeth. 
  • perfect life. 

queen v had me believing that if I followed her advice, I could be just like her… So for three years I did exactly what she told me to. I was miserable & hated myself. she didn’t care about my health, my happiness, or my body. she only cared about reaching an unattainable goal of perfection. queen v had me so wrapped up in her that I couldn’t distinguish her voice from mine. 

with almost one year of recovery under my belt, I’m proud to say I can tell the difference between her and I. I don’t let her get to me as much & I have learned to tell her to f – off.